I had a pretty crappy semester, even though I’ve worked my bud off. In a period of six months, I got infections multiple times, had opportunities come and go, my dog died, my grandma is near death and to complement everything… I now have a big burn out along with high blood pressure and a big health bill to pay.
Life sucks but I’m on the way up. After hitting golf balls and spending four days with my parents in Georgia, I’ve come to realize that when bad things come your way, even if they are irrational, you must embrace them and turn them around. You know, “You need to make lemonade from the lemons you have” and move on.
Perhaps, the problem I’ve faced this semester were my problems after all. I’ve been too kind with people which in higher education doesn’t seem to be a good thing. I think that empowering students to think by themselves make them think that you are weak and disorganized… maybe even a bad professor. I will definitely be firmer with what I want them to know from now on.
Maybe I expect too much from people. That’s a bad thing. I need to change that and be less involved in the well being of others. In fact, I must pay way more attention to my own well being, I’ve learned this term.
It’s so atypical of me to put myself first by maybe it’s what is need it. Things will turn around, I have faith.
It was shocking what people have promised me this term and canceling on me without fully sealing the deal in the very last minute. I was pretty close to getting a $5000 consulting contract and out of nowhere things just blew up and I got $125. It felt that I was on high demand for a number of opportunities but in the last minute, these gigs vanished away from me. Weird.
I’m refocusing and turning all these horrible events into something productive. I’m now going to hit golf balls weekly, work on my blog and redesign my classes completely using behavioral models of education. I’m going to take care of me first and rejoin my old church.
I’m seeing the good in life despite of what has happened to me this term. I recommend that you do the same. Take charge and turn these lemons into lemonade if you have to. You may even like it in the end. I’m starting to enjoy mine.